Grateful~~

GRATEFUL~~~

I went back to the farm early in the morning today. I passed my statement of results and the plaque I received from KDU to my grandpa. He smiled, never in my life I watched my grandpa so happy, genuinely happy because he was so proud of me. He asked: " If you dint use the plaque, do you mind just to put beside the TV for a few days? So that I can see it whenever I watch the news. Good job." Smile again. I never know that my good results will create such happiness in him. Tears sprang into my eyes.

 

 After that, I attended the gathering. Although it was ks birthday too, well, I will just assume that everyone came because of me.=p  Fun, Laughter, Circle ( ps: This is our SSI tradition, we will eventually form a circle every time gather, and blocks other peoples' ways in the shopping complex. haha), as usual. At the end of the session, when I looked through the presents given by yc and ms, although I tried so hard to hold back the tears, tears started to well up.

  I am a crybaby. I cry almost effortlessly, be it when I failed my driving test AGAIN, when I get 4As in A-Level, when Dumbledore died in Harry Potter or even when I eat wasabi. (k, but who can tell me who dint cry when eating wasabi? =.= ) Well, I think my tear glands are fully developed, unlike my memory retaining power, who knows me well will definitely know how blur I am. (btw, I just scolded by my mum because I forgot where did I put my IC.=p )

 People asked, why you cry so easily?  ( although I do admit that I cry too much easily, my tears can form kajang river dy. XD) But why do you need to pretend strong when you know you are not? so, I cry when I want to, I laugh when I want to. And this is me.

And for this very first time, I am glad that I am just me. I used to envy, why he is so smart? why she is so pretty? why I am not Bill Gates?

 But now, I feel grateful that I am just me. And this is because, I am loved, by my family and friends. THANK YOU.

Treasure the family and friends around you. =)

~Postcards today? mailed with loves~~~

 

-The shadow is me. The right side one perhaps is autumn? haha. nope. I take these two photos with different settings. Taken in the farm. =)

- Well, in farm, sometimes we still use charcoal to cook. ha.

- I find flora sterling in the farm too!! Left: Soon cheik bougainvillea. Down: Fatin orchid. I like both shots very much. =)

- Doughnuts? ya, but cant eat, is hand-made one. =) thanks to ms who scared I will be starving in Aussie later and hence sew this doughnut to me. I nearly cry when I see this one. =) (or maybe already crying? =p)

- Haha. And this is the biscuit. Sew by yc. erhmm..I think I still prefer the doughnut better. wakaka. =p THANKS..=)

- And this small little book. From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU =)  I will spread my wings, I promise. =)

so bye everyone!! Hope to c u soon!! haha. (ps: today postcards taken by my little camera I just bought. Red canon digital camera, any suggestions of the names? =p)

~with lots of love, susan